liz

god i'm pathetic

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 16:04:35 GMT

i'm an expired leftover. too rotten to unwrap, but too disgusting to touch and throw away. and when you close the fridge door, leaving me in the dark, her photos hang for all to devour. i marinate in the cold.

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 00:45:23 GMT

i'm crawling through the desert
without water or love
i'm crawling through the desert
without water or love
then it starts to rain
big buckets of rain
so i open my mouth
for a kiss
and to drink the rain
but it's just an illusion
oh it's just an illusion
yeah love's just an illusion
that keeps you crawling through the desert

Sun, 28 Dec 2008 00:07:50 GMT

he's home for hanukkah.

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 06:00:28 GMT

the girl has to be penetrated and eventually use her inner space as a container.

is that life?
if it is do i want to live it?
i don't want to be touched by anyone.
ever again.

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 21:27:34 GMT

rebound chick. that's all i am. i fuck em and they realize how great they had it. i am the most powerful couple's therapy. if you feel like you're falling out of love call 507-269-2562 and i'll fix you up.

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 19:18:54 GMT

i just realized
you can't wash bruises off.

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 05:33:23 GMT

i traded my soulmate for the devil
in disguise.
i left my herd for a wolf
with starving eyes.

i switched kisses on the forehead for pinches on the ass
and bitemarks on the thighs.

i think i've been listening to too much country.

control.

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 21:53:32 GMT

if it's not your way, i'm the one who has to pay.
and i'm sick of it. and you.

happy birthday.

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 08:39:42 GMT

you're right. i'm cheap and easy.
you're champagne.
and i'm budweiser.

sad huh?

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 05:37:52 GMT

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 01:39:53 GMT

hey little boy is your momma home
did she go away and leave you all alone?
i got a bad desire
i'm on fire

tell me now baby is she good to you
can she do to you the things that i do?
i can take you higher
i'm on fire

sometimes it's like someone took a knife baby
edgy and dull and cut a six-inch valley
through the middle of my soul

at night i wake up with the sheets soaking wet
and a freight train running through the
middle of my head
only you can cool my desire
i'm on fire

weeping willow

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 04:51:18 GMT

cancerous child
with wispy hair
and embarrassed stare.

thank you for making me realize
you are more important than beauty.

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 15:39:14 GMT

my feelings for you seem to have been built by carnies.
swaggering, rickety, and unstable.
and i'm as piss-pantsed scared as a kid on a rollercoaster.

fuckfuckjealousy

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 07:19:00 GMT

and now you see her.
and you're thinking what the fuck did i give up?
and i'm thinking when will it be over?

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 19:20:42 GMT

all my friend(s) are going death
and breathing's just a waste of breath

Wed, 20 Feb 2008 17:47:13 GMT

i am the biggest mistake my parents have ever made.
they just don't know it yet.
they are always so fucking god damned supportive of everything i do.
so i don't change.
i have no need to rebel. but i do it anyways.
what do i have to prove?
good job. you raised me right?

they have given me my life and i have taken it with closed eyes and shaking palms.

a long time ago we used to be friends.

Tue, 19 Feb 2008 02:35:39 GMT

i'm the single at the bachlorette party.
i've missed the party bus.

and they're not coming back.

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 22:14:56 GMT

three years ago today.
i remember.

Wed, 13 Feb 2008 04:40:10 GMT

it must be love
if i feel this heartbroken.

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 06:45:58 GMT

fuck fuck fuck i hate myself

the only thing on my mind (and on someone else's)

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 03:55:05 GMT

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horse.

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 19:09:21 GMT

The 50 million-dollar fetish character (Van Gogh) is an index of visual accretion, that is, of alienated sensual labor resultant from the mass mediation of the unique work of art. All that looking sticks to the canvas and increases its value.

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 19:22:51 GMT

there is no promise greater than blood on paper.

school really really sucks

Mon, 21 Jan 2008 02:57:06 GMT

nothing has changed and i am beginning to believe nothing will.

i am thirteen years old again when i wink had enough power to make me fall in love with a monster.

looking for an affair?

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 15:28:55 GMT

"i can't believe how drunk i've gotten sometimes. like, no offense, around two years ago."
i can't stop dwelling on the little slips of the tongue. fuck, freud was as jealous as me.

therapy in six days. hope they fix me up. woop woop.